My mind is really upset now. I can think of several reasons why it is feeling this way. I wish they didn't have such a great impact on me but they do. They are:
1) I don't know where to go for Easter holidays. I spoke too quickly to say I want to travel together with people. Now I feel stressed I need to search for places and countries to go. I suddenly felt like travelling with just one or two friends.
2) My dissertation isn't at a super productive pace now.
3) I just said out loud we shouldn't ask many people to go for karaoke because then we wouldn't have enough chances to sing. Now I regret for saying that even though I still do think it is very true. It just didn't feel like a foolproof thing to say.
I feel super heavy. People have other best friends too. I feel like nobody will ever know me well. Or want to do that. Is this how lonely life is supposed to be?
I hope not.
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