Anger

I feel like an angry old man sometimes.

Sometimes, I can be quiet and nod but inside I be like:

"I just wanna slaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaapp you man,"

Thirst

[Fountain in Sheffield City]
The passing thought to dance in lighted fountains was brought to mind when this happened today. The fountain came on.

[Heart-shapes puddle in the toilet]
Reminded me of someone who told me something similar he saw, and his anticipation and excitement of what it may bring.

Muse and Joy

"Darling please come out of your spell
  'Cause I miss you
  I miss you"
---Cinderella, Steve Moakler

[ view from a 27th floor apartment in Sheffield]
Remember my muse to drink champagne by myself in a tall building faintly hearing the noise on the street in Italy?

Well it didn't all come in that package but im delighted it came at all as it was just a tiny magical desire. I drank more alcohol in this past academic year than any years in my life; was in Italy just about a week ago; now I will be sleeping next to this magnificent view for the next 3 nights. Thank you dear Lord Jesus Christ.

I wondered why it didn't come together in the way I imagined it. Maybe certain things in life come in bits and pieces, by and by, and to the waiting collector they will build up into a thing of beauty. Then she would say, she won't have it any other way.

*on a side note, I fell for Four in Allegiant, Ten in She Was Pretty. And I bought a denim skirt from the inspiration from Cheese in the Trap for £14. Hmm.. numbers...

"If all of life comes down to love
Then love must be more than sentiment
More than selfishness and selfish gain"
--- Arms Wide Open, Misty Edwards

Dreamy poet

[ Random photo of a street in Vernazza, Cinque Terre. ]


The moon reflected a gleaming path on the sea towards me, but are we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark

Slowly but surely, He fulfills my unspoken dreams, also those on hopelessness I parked