I am So Blest!

God is so so so gracious to me. It never really comes to your mind until you count your blessings really.

Though I may not be as pretty as other girls, but God made me this tall (which is pretty unique), and complete and beautiful in His eyes! And I really thank God so much that He gave me a loving family who loves Him! It means so much as when we grow up we experience the effort by our parents to put God first and it just feel so pure and safe and irreplaceable though we do often fail. Sometimes I think having a rich family will really be great but without the God-centeredness, something will just be lacking. God also granted me wisdom and smartness of which I am a steward, to study and do well in examinations, and I truly had experienced Him in exams too! and today daddy brought back a box of elegant, beautifully designed chocolates or eclairs which is a complimentary gift from a hotel. and I love chocolates!!!
Next, God gave us really warm, encouraging and helpful church members who are so close to us, they are like our family here already. Plus the funny and nice friends I have in Form 6 to make me laugh when the tough gets going in class. And such a wonderful popo who help around so much in our house that I really feel ashamed sometimes. and the list goes on.....

It such a beautiful and awesome combination of blessings God poured into my lap over the years. I couldn't believe that I am so moody and down at times. O God, You are great, Your name is great and help me never stop falling in love with You, even if You give and take away the amazing things you put into my life. You are the source of love, joy, peace, kindness and everything good, please overwhelm and overflow my inmost being with them and most of all You, that I will experience the sweetest joy of just being with You. May I let all this beautiful things You put into my life just tumble over to others around me that they will too be delighted in You Lord. Please help me and teach me to be willing to let things go when its Your desire for me to do so. Help me love you more than just for the sake of the blessings. Thank you for giving your precious life for me on Calvary, I know You were willing to suffer the pain and scorn the shame for the eternal glory and love for us. Thank you Jesus, I praise you God the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, in Jesus' mighty name I pray, Amen.