Today is the first day of my trial exams. I feel really satisfied when I wrote the English essay as I had written quite some examples like Edison, President Obama and Bruno Mars. Its a wonderful feeling to have a lot of general knowledge at hand(especially if you know more than others XD). haha, mean.
Its been a long time since I felt so happy doing school work though it is an exam. Looking back I really struggled along the way. It felt so meaningless when I first started the sem because I had been tired of studying and chasing homeworks since Form 5 and now in Form Six, the scenario repeats itself. Plus, all the teachers kept emphasizing that Form 6 is so difficult, and you practically cant play at all during school days. Sure I knew that they meant for us to choose the best path and be mentally prepared for the hard times in Form Six, but hearing those comments a few times might really drain your enthusiasm. It was a soul-searching time for me to know why on earth am I here, going through this while my friends are enjoying barbeque and assignments somewhere across the seas. To get things right with God, and to really focus on what is important to me, whether it is to pass the exam so I can enter uni, or to gain more knowledge and experience or anything else. Sometimes I'd rather just sit there and do nothing but just think even though a pile of homework is waiting for me. The sense of escapism is really strong.
Then God told me that I was where I was, that is in Form Six, because He chose me to walk that path. So, walk I will with Him. Really, I couldn't have done it without Him. Please be with me in my exams tomorrow and onwards too!
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