Exams~~~

 I used to love exams because i wouldnt need to do homeworks during my  exams =)
but recently, aahhh...  , so stressful i felt.  I tried not too, and prayed lots, and then i felt God tell me to, you know, blog what i feel right now. So here i am, doing it by faith..

It was crazy, i practically felt white hairs sprouting when i was forcing myself so hard to study. its not that i dont like to study but its the pressure that i felt. Its the kind of once a  lifetime exam so you just gotta try your best and prepare real well. But when you know that you still have a great deal you haven't gone through, its really discouraging and i had a thought like " ahh, let it be, maybe not to study is better, then i wont feel so stressed. I suppose i can remember tomorrow.." I never did it though. I would feel too guilty to do it, hence i studied just as hard as i can............................................... and take the exams and then, I feel GREAT. I believe we are responsible to try our best for God since He had given us much wisdom and grace and opportunity to take exams and leave the results to Him. Thats the way exams would seem to come and go well, and you actually feel a bit sad when you realise that its over. ^^

I suppose the moral behind the story is that, don't stress yourself too hard by comparing with others how much you have studied ( its not worth it, really ), and try your best at living a balanced life and studying hard and rejoice after every exam, cause its God's gift. In a nutshell XD, lean back on God throughout your exams babe~

Ecclesiastes 8:15
So I commend the enjoyment of life, because there is nothing better for a person under the sun than to eat and drink and be glad. Then joy will accompany them in their toil all the days of the life God has given them under the sun.